MANDATE OF HEAVEN
There's something you should know, now I'm not afraid of you.
I'm only petrified of what you say and do.
There's something you should see, and it won't be taken lightly.
Even though I've put no thought into it at all.
Just because I'm lazy, doesn't mean I'm dumb
Just because I'm crazy, doesn't mean you'll notice
How would you know?
I've tried so very hard and if I don't go far
Promise you won't abandon me.
This time I will show you dad, I don't even want your praise.
For once you'll be proud of me and then I'll make you see
I'll do it without the help from you, from mom, from anybody else.
Have you stopped to think about who I am?
Has it crossed your mind that sometimes I hate you?
And how come I'm your son only when I do well?
How come you wish I was somebody else?